How to Prepare for an Ayahuasca Retreat
What actually matters, starting with why the ayahuasca diet is not what most people think it is.
Angles and Spirals
What screens do to the shape of our consciousness, and why noticing it is already the remedy. About words, geometry, and the way back to depth.
Why psychedelics are not dangerous: until they are
Psychedelics aren't dangerous by default. Without context, containment, and integration, the risk becomes real. Thoughts on what safety actually requires.
How to Find the Right Shaman
The medicine is what it is. What matters is the person guiding your ceremony, and how you find out who they really are.
The Red One: How Microdosing Amanita Muscaria Supports Integration
What if the most grounding integration companion after Ayahuasca grows not in the Amazon, but in the forests of your own ancestral home?
Ayahuasca, Ego Death and the Modern Mind
In many indigenous cultures the sense of “me” is not the primary organizing principle of reality.
To what extent is reality a choice?
Truth begins where something illusory is clearly recognized as false.
The Myth of Full Potential
The voice whispered: “Create a new life, unlock your full potential.”
I laughed and rolled my eyes.
The Ego and the Black Hole
A spark of soul descends into matter — from pure energy into form, from light into flesh. By the time we take our first breath, the shaping has already begun.
Beyond the Octopus’s Grip: On Ego, Love, and the Courage to See Clearly
Once we grasp that living from the heart is the only way to avoid extinction, the next step becomes obvious: transcend the ego.
The Icaro We Never Thought We’d Share
Icaros are Magic Songs, received directly from the plants. They can also spontaneously appear in ceremony.
From Insight to Embodiment: The Path of Integration
Without integration, even deep insights can remain just memories. The real work begins after the ceremony.
A Message From the In-Between
There are a few strange moments in life when you’re no longer who you were, but not yet who you’re going to be.
